nazmi’s sophisticated and some-whut-blurry mind

Aaaahhh~~ and so the holiday come to an end..been like soooo desperate to go back to utp lately.hoho..wanna know y?well just say tht its not a good holiday this one.come to think of it.. yes, a lot of good things happened during this holiday.. went to the east coast, sleep over at granny’s for 3 weeks in a row (sort of a break from excessive usage of computer) =from sun till wed only=, then there are going outs with a lot of people, there r people going to get married and people got married already (sori pie, forgot ur wedding is on sat..i only realized tht on sun)…hmmmm….there r good things happened during this holiday…

but of cos..all tht things almost dont count when i recieved my result for last sem.. which in my history of living there, as the most stressful sem i ever had. never, may i repeat, never in my whole life there in utp i showed such hardwork and a bit of "bersungguh2" while doing a project..come to think of it..its like sooo stupid to work soo hard on a 2cdt hrs (only) subject and let other subjects down.but part of it, is my fault.i shoulda start it as quick as i could..but, nooo lets make time for some sleep and just let time passes on. well to my teammate, i take this opportunity to appologize to u guys.. i let u guys down.

back to my result, far worse then i ever thought, i got 1.8+ for my gpa last sem. yeah..i dont care if u guys know about this..well, i am not ashamed of it actually.. but a bit frustration can still be felt.. whutdouaspect? working soo hard and yet only got a probation!! well, actually i am not tht frust bcos of tht.. i am frust with myself actually.. i let down the person tht has, always has, high hope for me. if i am studying and taking the final just for myself..then i’d say tht i wont do it..this is just me. if it was for me, i wont even be living till today…well, i just dont love myself tht much.hehe. i mean i never hav love myself before. the reason y i can speak of death as usual as eating rice.

thank god i still hav hopes and loves for others.and for tht special One also.hehe. and the other special one also…i just hope tht i wont b losing anymore of this feeling due to my own sin and doing.

take it from the bright side, this is the first time ever i got a probation. yeahh..hurray for me..i mean, i am the one who wish to try out everything during my study in utp. i just hope tht there wont be any first time of being kick off from u.. huhuuu…. :-<

hoho…..i am thirst of love aaaa…..demmit. padan aa slalu je haus..salah minum rupenye..hehe… ni lagi satu.. whut kind of coffee u r :

You Are a Frappacino

At your best, you are: fun loving, sweet, and modern At your worst, you are: childish and over indulgent You drink coffee when: you’re craving something sweet Your caffeine addiction level: low

aaaa…. one more..just one more:

You Are Strawberry Ice Cream

A bit shy and sensitive, you are sweet to the core. You often find yourself on the outside looking in. Insightful and pensive, you really understand how the world works. You are most compatible with chocolate chip ice cream.

hahaha…. soo… any miss choc chip out there? i am "thirst" for relationship… haha

funny things all these really are…like i really need for love right now. u know whut i really need right now? money. if only i hav lots of them…

aaaa~ at last! War of the World. very good movie indeed. Thx to sab, if its not for her i wont b watching the movie.some would say the ending is kinda crappy but for me that is the most intelligent way of ending such story.haha

and this is how the story goes, more or less, (i cant remember the name of the char demmit..and also the actor or actress beside dacota fanning and …. demmit forget that guy name also)

its about one guy, divorced with 2 kids, 1 boy and 1 girl.aaaa tht weekend he’s supposed to take care of the kids. btw his relation with the kids is not very good..the next day, after waking up finding out his son driving his car without his permission, he try laaa looking outside,see if the car is some where around.and then he see a lot of people looking at the sky, without saying  "its a bird~ its a plane~" y not?bcoz this is not a superman movie la….so back to the story… and as whut other curious person will do,he take a look at the sky too and see huge black cloud over his head.

to cut the story short..the alien come, activating the machine they hav hidden in our earth for such a long time, and starting to do some demolishing. guess whut is being used as the fuel? our own blood.. the role of this man here is actually just to make sure his family will stay alive as long as… possible? nope..just as far as boston.haha. the funny thing is as soon as they arrive at boston only then aliens die..hoho.. if not the man wont be on screen and there’ll be no movie WotW..

yeahh..the aliens die~ the alien terminator?haha..its the virus..whut do u aspect? they just simply come here and take control of our planet without any fight?haha..obviously they dunno that we,human have make a pact with the virus several thousand years ago to go side by side to make sure that the planet will never fall into some other alien…yeahh.one of the virus confessed this to me..it (dunno if it’s a he or a she) said also that "aihh..cukup la ade beruk2 educated ni..x larat dah kitorg nak biorkan populasi atas bumi ni bertamboh banyok..skrg ni pon dah banyok koje kitorg,kang ade je nak buat research laa.. nak suro buat wine laa.. nak suro buat cheese laaa….cube kalo alien tu dtg..x ke bertamboh koje kitorg…"

tamat

tadaa…abes dah citer tu.. yg bess nye natang ni sampai aku rase nak tgk lagi sekali ialah:

• effect
• cool mecha and alien (agak comel aaa alien dier..mate boolat2)
• str8 to the point..starting x lembab sgt
• suspense.. i only got to breath twice during this film

the downside of this movie?

• i hate that boy ..whut the heck is he thinking going to the alien
• i hate that gurl..really annoying…but she’s nice too actually..ok not hating her
• ermm…too short?maybe

their plan of dominating the world..almost die bcos of this thing

no u stupid..this is not the alien… this is my fren, the virus, taking a vacation in the Alps, rite after demolishing the alien..see how happy it is with the big red ape

aaahhh~~~ lazy saturday… feeling good stay quietly inside my room..reading people’s blog (again), see some picture (not xxx rated laa… the new utp v5 cafe, thx to A-revenge)

i m supposed to go to bukit bintang to teman some of my frens doing some shopping there,but i hav a kenduri tonite at my uncle’s house.. soo..it save me from going there..haha…whut? i m dead exhausted laaa….been out the whole week. sleeping over at granma’s house, do some reading at shah alam rent-a-book store, then going to the bank (get some out and some save in)(yes..the money is finally in ), trying to watch War of the World (demmit, the tiket sold like hot fried bananas…) failing to do so, ended up having a late dinner wif sabrina and aznis at "shah alam walk" (in front of plaza alam sentral)..aaa kesian sab..char kuew teow dier x sedap..x makan and prot masuk angin..aiyarkk…sori aaa sab..huhuu… thank god my chicken picatta tasted good

actually i was planning with some of my utp fren to go to penang as soon the money is in..but tht one also cancel..bcoz the money got in very the late…and also no free hotel..huhuu….nvm, myb b4 we finish our study there we can hav some fun in penang (the dvd is very the cheap…huhuu)

my holiday still got 20 more days to go… on the 14th wanna watch fantastic 4. hope it will b a good action hero movie…..

20 more days to go…how am i going to spend it aaa?? any suggestion?

aku br abeskan sejam bace blog org..hoho…sundiri punya xnak update btol2…hehe

br abeskan 3 ari seteng ngn 3 mlm kat umah nenet ku sayang…ye kpd nenet..sekirenye nenet bace, i luv u very much…huhuu… (abes eskrem nenet dlm freezer tu dikojekan) esok nak kuar lagi..pastu luse pastu tulat..kuar je la keje aku…ish ish ihs…. xsempat nak tepon zuhaili..ye encik zuhaili..aku tau ko dah balik m’sia..binawe, bukan nak call aku…eileen pon aku x tau bile nak visit, segan (ehek2), tu ade gak sorg sepupu yg x reti2 nak bgtau dah balik…lalala~

spt mane bdk2 scholer petronas yg len…aku maseh lagi bersedih diatas kematian kad atm kami…dah xpenah masuk dlm atm selain utk cek duit…td cek.. RM60.15 sen..binawe sunggoh.. oi duit aku mane oi…aku dah x sabo nk gi joli-jola..nak joli jola ke nak kumpol duit..kumpol duit bbyk pon bukan leh awak masuk kubo pon..tp cam nak kumpol plak..sbb nak beli kom len..kom yg ade dah teramat menyakitkan hati….jgn merajuk aa (ditujukan kpd kom ku sndr)..dier la racun dier gak penawar..huhuu….

and so it is a lazy sunday,not like any sunday before.no, not bcoz the sundays b4 this were hectic but bcoz i m up at 9.30a.m…. haha.i m soo proud of my self..see an improvement there.but up until now, i didnt do anything.yes, even bath.i woke up, brushed my teeth, ate my bfast and watch tv (m’sian idol) till 12.30 just now.

well just thought tht not all of u know me that well, rite? well, even i dont know me tht well…huhuu…. ok.so here’s a story of me (just the part tht i can remember now)

borned 4th of Jan in klang. raised up by my granma (in klang)when i was small, bcoz my mother was working there. 5yo, went to tadika vasmala in klang. then, 6yo i got back to shah alam.went to tadika twinkle bell (if i m not mistaken) and a year later started my day as a student.hoho.SRK Raja Muda and (when i was SRA Section3. cherish the time there.there’ll b no sweeter memory then in those 2 schools.aaa~ (down the memory lane for a while)

then i went to Sek Agama Men Tengku Ampuan Jemaah (caw medan harun) for a year. love it there and still in touch with some of them (in fact one of them called last nite and invite me to their alumni…huhuu..i m touched) next, i went to SMKSSAAS, sec2 shah alam.. another segment of my life started. knew so many great friends here (actually half of them i’ve known since Raja Muda..haha.whut do u aspect, still in shah alam la) got to SEMESTI but i felt too homely there and so i got back to SAAS(weird reason rite)-only 15days there in semesti- soo, started another segment of mylife.different friends (the ones b4 got to go to boarding school elsewhere) but love them too..(hoho, i hav soo many love in me.hehe)

got to further my study in matrix londang (melaka) met many incredible people there.love them too. but i was there only 4 months…..then i got to UTP. now another part started.yes, the part where my life falls apart.haha…(well, tht’s what i said when i was in f4 too but i dont know how i got thru..well, actually i know how…but no way i m going to rite it here.hoho..my level of ego is very high) here…i am a bit reclusive..huhuu (nasjklbfejkhbebfjsbab demmit i dont know whut to rite… an apology? a reason? like..whutever~)nevertheless i met some amazing people here also….(no, no, not u guys..haha)*<– to whom it may concern

and so, here i am…in front of my pc.writing a blog..(wait, this is not a blog…haha..just the introduction part.) listening to bringing on the heartbreak by mariah carey…just happen this song is being play k…….

met a lot of people while living my life. some, already forgotten, some, i still call and send msgs till now. most of them i havent see for years. and yada yada yada~

miss miss, kiss kiss, hug hug now get out!!haha….till next time.may it be a true blog..again..haha

p/s starry2 nite was on air again..hoho.. i m cursed

Welcome~ Welcome~

hye everyone…as u can c i m BLOGGING.hahaha… as long as it’s free, y not give it a shot rite?

listening to "Starry Starry Night" rite now.yes i know..it’s an old song..demmit,i just listen to everything laa….neway, it’s raining rite now, building a memory lane kinda atmosphere…lalala~ it’s like whut my father always said,

never give a penny to a duck

haha..make it up just to try the icons…. ok lets try the bullets

• bang
• bang bang
• bang bang bang

hoho…. now let me teach u how to boil water

1. find urself a fine kettle. do not use the electric one. this recepy wont work with an electric kettle.
2. turn on the water tab
3. fill the kettle with water
4. when the kettle is full turn off the water tab
5. put the kettle on the stove
6. turn on the fire.see here, if u use an electric kettle the kettle will melt and destroy the original flavor of the boiled water.
7. wait till u see steam come out. sometimes u can hear it whistle too if u r lucky enuff
8. turn off the stove
9. drink it while its hot.lalala~

hoho..tq all for doing this stupid thing with me.. till next time.and hopefully its a real one..wakakaaka